I still believe in Fairies

Hurt

I mourn


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I Mourn the earth’s hurt,

I Mourn the hurt of the people I love…

Because with no reason it seems to get more….!?

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Unbelieveable but so very true


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So sad tonight


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Parenthood is a form of involuntary servitude that really hurts when the beneficiary is ungrateful.


U ALWAYS SAID


 

U ALWAYS SAID:
Come 2 me when u r sad
Come 2 me when u r mad
Come 2 me when ur in love
I’ll b there with open arms
When I close my eyes
I dream that i’m with u
But as I open them
All i see is lonely me without u
This feeling that I have
Of hurt and desire
Is just me missing u
Every waking hour
I pray to God that we will meet
So u can stay forever with me
But as u see ur not here
My worst fear is now near
Without u life can’t go on
But i guess i have 2 b strong
I’ll think about you forever
Until we r 2gether 
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@ THE AGE OF 13 YEARS


rape

I’ll never forget

I never forget what happened
I’ll never forget what he did.
He used molestation and abuse
To have power over me.
I’ll always remember
Will I ever forget.
I long to break free
And take back my life.
The molestation and abuse
Has held me back for to long.
One day I will reclaim
What was taken from me

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THE WOMAN IN THE GLASS


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The woman in the Glass
When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you queen for a day,
Just go to a mirror and look at yourself,
And see what that it has to say.
For it isn’t your next of kind,
Who judgement upon you must pass;
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one starring back from the glass.
It’s the fellow to please, never mind all the rest.
For it’s with you clear up to the end,
And you’ve passed the most dangerous, difficult test
If the woman in the glass is your friend.
You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years.
And get pats on the back as you pass,
But your final reward will be the heartaches and tears
If you’ve cheated the woman in the glass.
 

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WELL THAT WAS ME….

PRETENDING THAT EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS FINE….

A SMILING FACE …

AND ON TOP OF THE WORLD…

KEEP EVERYTHING BOTTLED UP…

BUT NOT ANYMORE….!!

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WE CRY 4 U


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Petulant priests, greedy
centurions, and one million
incensed gestures stand
between your love and me.

Your agape sacrifice
is reduced to colored glass,
vapid penance, and the
tedium of ritual.

Your footprints yet
mark the crest of
billowing seas but
your joy
fades upon the tablets
of ordained prophets.

Visit us again, Savior.
Your children, burdened with
disbelief, blinded by a patina
of wisdom,
carom down this vale of
fear. We cry for you
although we have lost
your name.
 


WHATEVER YOUR CROSS


 
Whatever your cross,whatever your pain,there will always be sunshine,

after the rain ….

Perhaps you may stumble,

perhaps even fall,

But God’s always ready,

To answer your call …

He knows every heartache,

sees every tear,

A word from His lips,

can calm every fear …

Your sorrows may linger,

throughout the night,

But suddenly vanish,

in dawn’s early light …

The Savior is waiting,

somewhere above,

To give you His grace,

and send you His love…

Whatever your cross,

whatever your pain,

“God always sends rainbows ….

after the rain … ”

(got this via e mail this morning)
may u have a blessed week)

SAND AND STONE


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A story tells that two friendswere walking

through the desert

During some point of the

Journey they had an

Argument, and one friend

Slapped the other one

In the face.

The one who got slapped

was hurt, but without

saying anything,

wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND

SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking

until they found an oasis,

where they decided

to take a bath.

The one who had been

slapped got stuck in the

mire and started drowning,

but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from

the near drowning,

he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND

SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped

and saved his best friend

asked him, “After I hurt you,

you wrote in the sand and now,

you write on a stone, why?”

The other friend replied

“When someone hurts us

we should write it down

in sand where winds of

forgiveness can erase it away.

But, when someone does

something good for us,

we must engrave it in stone

where no wind

can ever erase it.”

LEARN TO WRITE

YOUR HURTS IN

THE SAND AND TO

CARVE YOUR

BENEFITS IN STONE!!!

They say it takes a

minute to find a special

person, an hour to

appreciate them, a day

to love them, but thenan entire life

to forget them.

I am sharing it with u all friends

Take the time to live!

Do not value the THINGS

you have in your life. But value

WHO you have in your life!

Life’s short. If you don’t look around once in a while ,you might miss it.

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SOMETHING ON A LIGHTER NOTE..

When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space, they found out that the pens wouldn’t work at zero gravity (ink won’t flow down to the writing surface). To solve this problem, it took them one decade and $12 million. They developed a pen that worked at zero gravity, upside down, underwater, in practically any surface including crystal and in a temperature range from below freezing to over 300 degrees C.

And what did the Russians do…?? They used a pencil.

Have a Nice Day …


BE HAPPY!



Should you find it hard to get to sleep tonight;
Just remember the homeless family who has no bed to lie in.

Should you find yourself stuck in traffic; don’t despair.
There are people in this world for whom driving is an
unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work;
Think of the man who has been out of work for the last
three months.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad;
Think of the person who has never known what it’s like to
love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend;
Think of the woman in dire straits, working
twelve hours a day, seven days a week, for $15.00 to feed
her family.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from
assistance;
Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to
take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror;
Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had
hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering; what is life
all about, what is my purpose?
Be thankful, there are those who didn’t live long enough to get
the opportunity.Should you find yourself the victim of other people’s
bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities;
Remember, things could be worse. You could be them!!!

(received this via e mail…and decide 2 share with u)

WE WEAR THE MASK….


WE WEAR THE MASK…

THAT GRINS AND LIES…
IT HIDES OUR CHEEKS…
AND SHADES OUR EYES….
THIS DEBT WE PAY TO
HUMAN GUILE
WITH TORN AND BLEEDING
HEARTS..
WE SMILE…
WHY SHOULD THE WORLD
BE OVERWISE…
IN COUNTING ALL OUR
TEARS ..
NAY. LET THEY ONLY SEE
ME WEARING THE MASK…
WE SMILE BUT IN OUR HEARTS…
WE CRY..
WE SING BUT THE CLAY IS
VILE…
BENEATH OUR FEET…
AND LONG THE MILE…
BUT LET THE WORLD…
DREAM OTHERWISE…
WE WEARING OUR MASK!

11/9


WE  WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER …..
SEPTEMBER 11…

 

   

 

 

 

   

 

 

Talking about NO WORDS….


 

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NO WORDS….

NO WORDS FOR THIS…
I AM WORKING FOR A REALLY BIG COMPANY….
AND GET BIGGER BY THE DAY….
WHAT I EXPERIENCE TODAY…
I NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE…
OR JUST CAN’T REMEMBER IT…
THE RECEPTION CALL ME THIS AFTERNOON…
A CLIENT WANT ONE OF THE MANAGERS
CELL PHONE NUMBERS….
UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES ARE THEY ALLOWED TO GIVE OUT…
PHONE NUMBERS TO NO ONE…
SO THIS RECEPTION CALLED ME…
AS I APPROACHED THE CLIENT…
IN A FRIENDLY MANNER…
OF COURSE…;-)
HIS WORDS TO ME WAS:
” THIS IS A WASTE OF MY TIME…
I AM THE COMPANIES DOCTER…
AND NO ONE KNOWS ME…
I DONT HAVE TIME TO STAND HERE…
FOR THIS…
THEY DON’T PAY ME A SENT…”
BUT HE DONT KNOW…I KNOW…
HE CAN EXCERCISE FOR FREE…
IS THAT NOT A PAYMENT??
SO I JUST LOOK AT THIS POOR CREATURE….
AND IN MY HEART I FELT SO SORRY FOR HIM…
BECAUSE…..
HIS WHOLE WORLD JUST GOES AROUND HIMSELF…!!!
SO I TRY TO HELP HIM AND TOLD HIM…
“OKIE DR……….. I WILL MAKE SURE EVERYBODY
KNOWS WHO U ARE…!!
I CAME IN THE OFFICE…
AND TOLD MY LADIES…
” I DON’T WANT TO BE RICH…
OR IMPORTANT…
BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO CHANGE…
AND BECOME LIKE THAT!!”
I DONT WANT MY WHOLE WORLD JUST TO GO AROUND MYSELF!!
SO IF RICHNESS AND STATUS DOES THAT TO ME…
 I DON’T WANT IT..!!

Talking about EXPLANATION…


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EXPLANATION…

 Explanation

            This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain
            and suffering that I have seen.
            It’s an explanation other people will understand.
             A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his
beard
trimmed.
             As the barber began to work, they began to have a good
conversation. They
             talked about so many things and various subjects.
             When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the
barber
said:
             “I don’t believe that God exists.”
             “Why do you say that?” asked the customer.
             “Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize
that
God doesn’t
             exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick
people? Would
             there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be
            neither
             suffering nor pain. I can’t imagine a loving a God who
would
             allow all of these things.”
             The customer thought for a moment, but didn’t respond
because
he
             didn’t want to start an argument. The barber finished his
job
and the
             customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop,
he
saw a man
             in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an
untrimmed
beard.
             He looked dirty and unkempt.
             The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again
and
             he said to the barber: “You know what? Barbers do not
exist.”
             “How can you say that?” asked the surprised barber. “I am
             here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!”
             “No!” the customer exclaimed. “Barbers don’t exist because
if
they did,
             there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed
beards, like that
             man outside.”
             “Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not
come
to me.”
             “Exactly!”- affirmed the customer. “That’s the point! God,
            too, DOES exist!
             What happens, is, people don’t go to Him and do not look
for
            Him.
             That’s why there’s so much pain and suffering in the
world.”